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I am invincible, extremely overbearing, simple, angry all the time, overly affectionate and I love you. New York. I like tea and rainy weather more than anything. And chips.
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And no. It doesn’t fucking get better in time. I’ve been living like this for my entire fucking life. I’ve been depressed for my whole life, I have every mood disorder imaginable and it never gets better. Everything stays the same. I try to be strong and help everyone else but nobody fucking cares when I’m upset. I’m sick of hurting myself in fits of anxiety and mania where I can’t control myself. I can’t go to a hospital because I’ve fucking tried and they make everything worse. I just don’t want to do it.

12 notes // Feb 08 2012 22:00
  1. ivegotthemagictoothpick said: I can’t imagine what it is like, but I’m here if you want to help me understand
  2. andlookatthestars reblogged this from kristenlovesyou
  3. addinfinity said: I know how you feel, I really do. I’ve had major depression with bipolar tendencies my entire life. Also generalized anxiety disorder and eating disorders. It’s hard. I’m here if you ever want to talk. Seriously, I really am here. xx
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  5. littletaffy said: (((hugs))) I understand how you feel. Maybe not exactly but pretty damn close. All we can do is do the best we can. I know it’s not easy but we have to. And there is always someone who cares, even if you don’t know who they are right this second.
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